J @Davers I read about your cat and I understand, "LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY"..... However sir I have to say...Never question you're ability to hold onto faith!You will keep you're faith,you will be grateful, you will thank god!!I know because we are the same and I look at my kitty and want to punch her. .not because I don't love her but perhaps because she loves me more than I feel I'm worth...I think you get it!!!Stay Strong Brother, and just so you know 2 months ago I advocated for you to be promoted to a moderator but we aren't heard anymore...I love you brother and truly appreciate you picking up my slack...i was here DAILY for over 2 years,responding to EVERYONE and in the end they all vanished yet I continue to check in and won't stop...Thanks again Brother God Be With You and I'm sorry about Marble Man..Truely.