I'm just having one of those days. I've been trying really hard to stop. It doesn't help that I'm in a relationship where we both are addicts. He knows how bad I want to kick this, he's just not ready. He really expects to come lay the crap all on my bed, indulge in front of me, & I really not have any desire to engage. How do I help him, & I can't even help myself? I'm starting to ashamed, & he still feels like there is no problem.