He just called because him and his new girlfriend are dopesick. Lucky for me it's the end of the month and I have nothing to loan him. I asked him to get help and he said they were going to detox but can't get in until Monday and needs something till then. He knows I get it. He even wanted me to ask my husband knowing how he feels about drugs. I told him he was at work and I would call when he got home. Sure I would. He calls me back a few minutes later so he got the money somewhere, but now he wants a ride to go get it!!! I told him I'm sorry that is not good for my sobriety. He said you only have to drop me off a block away. I know he doesn't get it and is only thinking of himself but I hung up and burst into tears. I could tell he was mad. I know I did the right thing for me but I feel awful. Not to mention I just started a taper yesterday. Now he got the cravings started. I can just imagine how they would be had I taken him. I wish I had someone I could call who gets it.