Hi. I will try to make this short as possible. I've been with my husband for 7 years now, and we share a 5 year old. Right before I got pregnant, he completed inpatient rehab for heroin. Not the best timing for having a child, but it is what it is, and I don't regret it now at all. She's the best thing to happen to me/us. I didn't know he was using. I'd never been around heroin or any drugs, really. In hindsight, there were many red flags and due to a few relapses years ago, I think I'm very knowledgable on how he acts on heroin/opioids. He took suboxone briefly, but quickly stopped, and has been using kratom for years now. He swears by it. Starting roughly a year ago, I have on numerous occasions found a crack/meth pipe in his pants pocket. I've called him out and I've taken them silently. He says that's how he uses adderall. Is that a thing? I'm reading conflicting information. Do people smoke/freebase adderall? And no this is NOT a marijuana pipe. He acts relatively "normal". He seems/seemed more distant. At times more irritable but nothing like super alarming on that end. Always. ALWAYS on his phone. Rarely sleeps with me anymore in bed. I don't think he sleeps much at all, but I have no idea since I'm in bed with our daughter. A friend says he would be super sexual, which I haven't noticed. Hopefully I'm not oversharing, he still has sex, but he cannot maintain an erection. He had this issue on heroin, but it was different. I know without a doubt, this is not heroin. He does not nod off or act super sweet and lovey, etc. I assume it was the high making him that way in hindsight. Now it's the opposite though. Rarely sleeps. Other things I've noticed is he gets itchy and red skin but no open wounds. His teeth look the same maybe a bit of staining. Again sometimes more irritable. Very distant. I'm sure I will think of more later. Earlier he left and came back from somewhere. He went into the restroom and I'm vigilant of this for his past. I went in after him to use the restroom and that's the first time I smelled something. I cannot describe this smell. Is there any chance this is "just" adderall?