after having our daughter (which is our second child) I went into a deep post pardom depression.. In this time my husband turned to drugs (cocaine) and alcohol. Since May 2015 my husband hasn't been clean from cocaine for more than a week or 2. I have finally pulled myself out of depression and realized that all of our saving was gone.. My husband has been lying to me for months and months... And he came clean to me without me asking him back in October 2015. It is now feb 2016 and he is still trying to quit but hasn't successfully done so. My worry is that I'm giving up on him. No matter how hard I try to make his life easier, no matter if I make his life a living hell.. He doesn't stop. I have kicked him out for 2 weeks and he had been clean those weeks by me drug testing him because he wanted to prove he could stop.. He was clean from nov 26- dec 13.. He lies to me, he sneaks behind my back. Our kids are in this and I just need someone who knows this situation to give me an answer!! Leave him because he's not going to get better or stay and fight the battle with him??? Help me! We have been together 10 years! I don't want to throw it all away because of something so stupid!! This drug has GOT TO GO!!