Hiya! Just stopping by for a little encouragement. All the posts here really help me out. It took me a while to figure out that I really have to work on staying sober. I was in denial about it for a long time, but any time I'd say "oh, I'm good, I don't need to worry about it", I found myself relapsing. I've been doing good lately. Thankfully for the most part, it is pretty easy for me. It just seems like once a week or so (especially when I am bored) I get the urge to "hit the spot" just for "a few, to have a good time" I know, I know. It sucks. I really wish I could get into the mentality of "Hey- stop it. You know that you will do more and get more and it will end up just causing more problems." Why is it that our brains try to fight us so much? Anyway, thank you all for the help. It means a ton to me.