I think that you should stay clear from it. Taking advice from people over the internet to try something like this is never a good idea. You never really know who is on the other side of that screen and you never know their actual intentions. Some may not care if you became addicted, they may laugh. Though, there are a few that actually do care. But be careful and don't let curiosity get the best of you.
I said that I was quite ashamed of my deliberate actions when the effect completely faded, and I know that I also did a mistake by trusting Internet sources. But, again, I was very lucky that I actually didn't experience many things, other than the dreamy and out-of-the-world sensation. Else, it was just like smoking marijuana, to be honest. I won't let curiosity lead my life from now on, I kindly promise.
Rightct, you'll be fine. I feel sure lots of us have done some silly things myself included. Some of us picked ourselves up and never returned. Some of us still do things that we look back and wonder "what the ...... was I thinking"? It was wonderful you came here to tell your story and hopefully it stops someone from taking that kind of risk. I want to think curiosity took you to a place none of us should want to follow and for that I thank you. My greatest joy is that you won't try that again. I surely won't whip you for being honest about your experience.
There's a saying in my country: "The admitted mistake is half-forgiven." I believe that me coming here and exposing my story gave me a certain degree of closure, and allowed me to forgive myself for doing this. All of the comments coming from such wonderful people are definitely awesome and heart-warming. Thank you, everyone.
Perhaps that saying needs a little tweaking where it would say "The admitted mistake is fully forgiven." I am delighted that you benefited from sharing your story and thank you again. You have provided me with a fine example of someone owning up to their mistake and correcting it. Be well.
Keep that attitude intact and sooner than later you will be the king of the world! I like the way you think!
Heroin.... is what it's like. Really. I have been hearing a lot about it within the past several years. I don't know I guess it is cheap and people are getting into it. People are dying from it though. Reading your post tells me that's what was going on while I was watching Pink Floyd The Wall movie...I don't know how old I was; the guy I was hanging out with must of slipped me some. I always remember how odd it was just sitting there starring at the TV and that is exactly what it was like that time had stopped... OMG