While you were going through your addiction how badly did you let the housekeeping and hygiene go? My hygiene was great! I had the energy to take really good care of my appearance and being clean on top of being high was so much better. My house, however, it was horrible! I barely ate so I didn't mess with dishes very often. Laundry was optional as long as I could hand wash what I needed. It was just a mess. I had never lived like that before or since!