Well i really need to share where im at today. My doctor cant figure out why my legs are swollen. Im retaining fluid in my feet, ankles, and calves. They have run all these test. To no avail. Finally she tells me she thinks its my medication. But she didnt change or adjust any of them. Si im still without any answers. Plus since ive been taking these meds ive gained 70 lbs. Yeah 70 lbs. I look like a fat hog. Im disgusted with myself. So i decide to by a process of elimination quit taking one med at a time, the one im not taking now is Celexa, an antidepressant. Its making me have suicidal thoughts, but the swelling in my legs is going down. To top it off I had a craving to get high today. Im over it. I hope all this ends soon cause im falling fast into a depression. I see my Psychiciatrist tomorrow. I hope she has an answer for me. Ive been praying, i went to two meetings today, ive talked to people and i feel better. Need to hear some good feedback please.