Hi all, since last post in march I've been using every weekend but not in the week so a tiny step forward. It's like Friday arrives and my brain thinks great time to get wasted! I've been saving myself a couple of hundred every week so that's going in the right direction but just can't get over this last hurdle. I've thought about NA but I'm so scared of knowing someone I haven't made it through the door. I've got close a couple of times but bottle it at the last minute. So I'm here again asking for advice and support which as always is gratefully accepted.