Hello, I found out last week I was pregnant. This puts me at 11 weeks. I quit anything & everything cold turkey, including caffeine. However, before I knew, i was smoking meth nearly every day. I havent touched it since & I know there's not one chance I will. BUT im absolutely terrified for what could already be wrong with my baby. I dont want an innocent life to pay for my coping mechanism. Ive been reading forums & articles that are increasing my panic. Can anyone who's been in a similar situation please tell me if your child was affected by your use during pregnancy? Please, no lectures...I will never relapse as my baby has erased any chance of that. I only had one friend in that life who I have chosen to separate myself from. Nobody ever knew I was using because I did it for the energy & dopamine for depression, not to party. I kept my job, hygiene, & etc...which is good until this situation where I have nobody to talk to. Any information about usage during pregnancy would be so appreciated. Again, it was meth. Smoked only. Almost daily for first 11 weeks of pregnancy. I am feeling absolutely terrified & completely ashamed & full of guilt. I wont abort, regardless, but I do need to be prepared for any damage I could have caused my baby. I feel I will get more honest answers from people like myself who've lived or understand the struggles of addiction rather than reading government reports & info.