Hi, I'm new on here. I am 42, living in EU and even though I have my party drug experiences back in the day, 2 years ago I gave finally in on the meth that was again offered to me at some party. I tried slamming after a few moths of smoking it but preferred smoking. After my gum started to irritate too much, I went finally back to slamming which was a huge mistake. Now the problem obviously is the addiction but I am working on a rehabilitation program, should get in treatment next week, though I am trying for moths but always have an excuse ready to delay. My question actually and the reason for being here, writing my first ever msg on a forum is to understand more about the horrible fysical side effect I suffer from like for instance my beautiful full beard grown in to my face, having to pick and finally shave it all off. The pain is tremendous and obviously it looks like I'm 50 years older. I tried many use of different kinds of creams and oils like coconut-oil, drinking more water etc. why does this happen and does anyone know a solution apart from what I already know, which is to stop using? Thank you in advance Kind regards.