I tottaly relate I'm glad your here to help others and get help that's why we are here also.
Ive been battling addiction for 20 years. I've done it all to the extreme and back. Opiates was the one that I just couldn't get away from. Most I just came to my senses and slept them off.
I never really understood what addiction was until opiates I never knew you could get physically addicted I always thought it was just in my mind. I had a endless supply when I got hooked 10 years ago and didnt realize how bad I was until I ran out.
I'm now 4 months clean from everything and feel the same desire you do to help people. If I can save one person from going through half of what I did I would be over joyed.
I started to learn about my condition addiction and I read every medical journal and abstract when it comes to drugs and addiction. I want to understand why I was so susceptible so that maybe I can help someone else understand.
I'm sorry to hear about everything your going through.
It sounds like your on the right path to sobriety and I'm super glad you chose to start the journey.
Last edited: Aug 29, 2019