I grew up “afraid” of alcohol and didn’t have my first drink into months into my freshman semester at college...and I never turned back. For the last 15 years, I’ve loved to party. I got away with it while I was single but now I’m married with two kids and it seems like my husband and I have a lot of intense discussions about my behavior the night before...but last night was the worst. He was out of town so I hired a babysitter so I could meet a friend for dinner and drinks. At 5 pm. Friend left, and I stayed out and partied alone. I didn’t come back until 12:30, when a complete stranger drove me home. I was lucky but it scared me. I don’t have a dependency...I can go months without a drink, but I love beer. I don’t want to quit but I’m afraid I’ll never be able to manage my drinking. I don’t know if moderation is right for me...has anyone had success?