My husband has been struggling with an addiction to Meth for years. In the past months, I set out for a last stand. During the battle to save my best friend, I tried being the perfect wife and then had to start controlling the finances, because he started blowing money again with no account for where it went. After dealing with constant lies, manipulation, financial devastation, infedility, and verbal/ physical abuse. A phone conversation ended everything. I no longer had the will to fight. The man I loved years ago was gone and never coming back. Now I am grieving my loss to a man that as died inside and on the way to total self destruction. My life has been wrecked in the process and I don' know where to go from here. I just need support to make it through this year.