my boyfriend and I have been together for 2 years. He's a great guy and so our friends consider him to be the life of the party. Unfortunately I found out a month ago that he has been doing heroin for the past year when I thought he was having problems with Percocets....back in January I got my wisdom teeth taken out and they have me Percs for the pain. I started to abuse them after awhile. I had issues with my boyfriend doing what I thought were Percs, but one day I just gave in and asked him for some of his. He told me that it was perc 30's and it was going to be strong, at this point I didn't care. So until the end of March I was addicted to what I thought were Percs. When I decided to get clean I found out from his friend that my boyfriend was actually giving me heroin the entire time...I feel so betrayed and disgusted in myself. If I had known what it was, I would have never touched it. Long story short my boyfriend feels awful about it. He didn't want to lose me, but now he can't stop doing it. He's so bad into it he may lose his job. His family has no idea, and only a couple of his friends know, but they are also addicts. I feel so alone and guilty all the time. I don't know what to do to help him.