My name is Miles. I'm only 18, but I've unfortunately had a bit of a run-in with cocaine several times in my life. When people ask me how it was I have to answer honestly: I've never felt better in my entire life. Never try it. My friends always get confused when I talk about it. I felt so powerful, so in-charge: Like I could do anything! I was depressed at the time, so it was amazing. But boy, when people say "The higher you fly, the harder you fall" they really aren't kidding. The 3rd time I tried it, I tried to kill myself. Stabbed myself with a kitchen knife in my arm, still have a nasty scar: SOmething I have to lie about to friends and family. I know to some it might seem tempting. Dangerous, exciting but in a relatively "safe" way: That's what I thought, but I can't stress enough how horrible and depressing trying it was to me when I finally came down.