I dont really know what all is going on. There are so many lies it gets really confusing, especially when I dont know much about different types of drugs. I have been with my boyfriend for going on 20 years and have a 15 year old son together. It started with pills, he was first prescribed them from a doctor and then it got really bad. He became scary and abusive and I left him. He got better and we worked things out. But he kept getting back on them/off them. Now he is on test from a doctor and I also know he is getting more else where and on pills again. I left him and he convinced me to come back again because he wanted help and I helped him get the help. This is around 6 years of up and downs. It only took a month before i started noticing things again. I know he is on test and pills. But i started noticing really odd behaviour. He started hiding in the bathroom and eventually in the garage with the door locked. When in the bathroom he would work in shelves. I now have like 30 random shelves in my bathroom and he'd lock the door during. Now he is constantly working on his car or other random things obsessively. He used to go to bed at 8 on the dot. He is now up till like 2 in the morning or later when he gets up at 4:30 for work. I'm not even sure if he sleeps but 0 to 2 hours a night. He makes up crazy lies, makes me think I'm crazy. He acts strange one minute and normal another. But he is almost always hiding so most of the time i don't see him and he keeps saying when i am done with this I'll have more time. The only thing he eats is sugar mostly ice cream and never eats anything else. I saw him nodding out the other day for the first time. I then snuck in the garage while he was gone. I found a white powder kind of looked skiny, rolled up in a dollar bill with a flame lighter thing. And some little baggys sitting around and a tiny scale. I have no clue what it is but my guess is it is meth after reading as much as i could about it. I hope this isn't crazy long but we were high school sweet hearts and I love him so much. I dont want to see him like this but i dont know what to do. I confronted him and told him its done. Hes been staying somewhere else and I am trying to figure out how to get my own place with the little money I make. I dont know if it is time to talk to my son about everything, he's been as sheltered from this as i could keep him. And i dont know if i should tell my boyfriends parents because im afraid of what he might do. I know i need to get my son and I out but I really don't know what the right thing to do for him is. I am so lost.