Sometimes as we go through this tough journey so many different circumstances and situations arise and cause us to feel depressed or gloomy. Family and friends seem far away and unconcerned. The thought comes to our minds that it would be so much easier to get "high" and give up. Stay strong and be encouraged that you are not alone. I too get down and wonder why things don't seem different. Everything is different we are wining a fight that has keep us bound far too long. Life gets rough but remember it was much more tough before when we were chasing the next piece of happiness. The small things count try to focus on those things that seem like they don't matter. Be victorious and remain strong and know you can regaurdless of what things may seem like. Good luck!