Ive had problems with drugs for a good few years now. Having cleaned up once for 4 yrs then relapsing about 5 year ago now. I am going to make a new start in the new year, got to do it for my kids. Ive just turned 39 andI dont want to hit 40 using drugs. The first thing i'm going to do is get stable on my methadone prescription, been messing about with it a bit lately. Once ive done that, thats half the battle won for me. I know I can do it as ive done it before. Some people hate to sit on ethadone, but as long as im not using on top, Im quite happy to stay on it and take my time to wean off. I feel a determination inside me that I haven't felt for a very long time. I'm going to make this coming year about getting clean and healthy so I can turn 40 next december and feel half ok about it. Anyone else going to make the new year a new start, and really mean it this time?