Are there any normal, everyday activities that you have given up because of a fear of it compromising your sobriety? Not just things like buying drugs or going to bars, but things that irrational, and make no sense to anyone else? I won't go drink coffee with my ex and his fiancée. They don't do drugs, at all. But there for a long time I didn't go drink coffee with a benzo or two in my system. I won't take a nap, because if I can't sleep that night I'm afraid I'll want beer. I don't talk on the phone to anyone, because I'll want a benzo and an oxy mixed so I'll be more talkative.