I've been using heavily for the last three weekends. I'd like to say it's because of being my parents carer who both have dementia. But I think maybe that's just an excuse to use or is it because life is really hard at the moment? I need to get clean again even it's just a few weeks. I just can't seem to find the strength to stop. This weekend I spent over £300 !! Please tell me how to get back on track any and all advice is welcome. And thanks again for being a safe haven for me to come to.