So I've been trying to quit smoking everything cannabis related. This might be irrelevant to you, in the sense that you may be struggling with much stronger, and destructive addictions, but it is in no means irrelevant to me, or my life. I've been doing pretty ok. But I was just shy of the two week mark when friends invited me to a little party. I told myself it was ok to go there, and that I probably should not avoid social situations in order for things to workout. I started to drink moderately, but shots began being served, and soon enough, joints being made. Because of the alcohol, my hability to control myself got severely diminished, and I ended up smoking. That only led to more drinking, and long story short, I got in a fight with a friend of mine because of some girl who was there. I have no memory of it, but I woke up with a black eye, and got the facts from people who were there. Had to go to work with a black eye, which was just embarrassing, and just feel like crap... I know that there's probably nothing that anyone can say, but just writing helps... God bless you.