Hello all! I'll start this out with stating that I'm currently 22, living alcohol free and finally happy. When I was 19 I began working in an adult job, where I'd make money off of tips provided by fans and watchers. This job was a lot of fun for me and every now and then I'd have a few drinks to loosen up and make me more lively (my viewers were aware of this). It got to the point where if I didn't want to work that night I'd have a shot or two to help me get into the mood or to just make me friendly and not as irritable. Well with the increasing amount of alcohol I realized I was becoming dependant on it for my job, and it was starting to worry me. I surely didn't start out my job like this, nor did I have to drink for it. I just enjoyed the feeling that it gave me. I realized that the more I acknowledged the fact that I was becoming dependant on it that the more I was coming to conclusion to drink less and less. I took a short break from my work to work on forming new habits that don't revolve around alcohol and here I am now! Healthier, happier and saving money that would have been spent on hangovers!