In the past, I was the life of the party! Everything was great back then, at least I thought. The partying was epic with all my friends, until a few passed away. I have never experienced such anguish in my whole life! We used to do everything together. You never experienced sorrow until a love one dies! My whole life revolved around getting wasted with friends and partying. Who cared about work? Our future can be controlled as long as you are able to do the work. We just have to strive through determination! Has anyone experienced losing a close friend or love one?