So, I made a mistake and created a social media profile on one of the sites where I met several drug dealers and perpetuated my habit. I feel horrible; even though the site is not intentionally used for drugs it was part of my problem. I didn't find myself tempted to get drugs or smoke or drink again; having a conversation with someone not in diapers is comforting every once in a while. My mom and brother found out and the way they talked to me about it and the tone of their voices made me entirely ashamed for trying to reach out for human interaction. I feel like I can't trust myself, and worse that my family won't ever be able to trust me again. Has anyone else ever felt this way? How did you handle it?