I was at an AA meeting tonight. We read the doctors opinion on Alcoholism. It talks about having a profound psychic change in attitude and outlook on life. I finally realized for myself that my my profound change in my attitude and outlook was when i stopped believing the lie that Drugs and Alcohol were my Solution. My problem is me and my faulty attitudes, beliefs, and the way i perceive reality. The new solution is God, the 12 steps of AA, and a relentless pursuit of Spiritual Truth.