I have had friends that were on various drugs, I did not realize how bad it was until a dear friend of mines died this past year. I've never lost a friend before, so it hurt really bad. I was and still am very devastated over his passing. His death was a wake up call to me: Was this the life I wanted to live myself? Even though I was not a drug user myself, I surrounded myself with people that did and that was not the kind of influence I needed to be around. I pray that people who do have a problem can truly find help before it is too late. Push through, you're stronger than what you make yourself out to be.