I'm an addict, meth was my drug of choice. Didn't use it daily or a lot when I diduse but I was depressed and trying to run from the constant feeling of not wanting to be alive. Now I have reached a halt on the high I was riding. It doesn't work for me and I don't want to do so much I completely loose myself..but I am mentally unprepared and quitting cold turkey is hard. My family knows but brushed it offany of times as a "don't speak, don't tell" kind of way. Friends gave up, fake friends moved on. I dont want to give up on myself.