You couldn’t be more spiritually connected to me Josh, thank you and thank Rebekah, what book do I need to start reading? I am already reading some religious books on addiction but I can always add to my knowledge base. I am reading Joseph Princes’s books on healing through prayer and communion and Iyanla vanzant because I truly believe I have a lot of work to do to heal whatever it is that is causing my addiction and Lisa Nichols to heal all areas of my life. Hug Rebekah tight next time you see her, man you just don’t realize how it will affect/effect you to lose a sibling, never thought it would cut this deep but it’s almost like you lose a life boat, someone you thought you would always have no matter what, to grow old with. I wish I could write more tonight but my daughter is climbing into the bath tub so I gotta go chase after her, thank you so much to all of you, having people to talk to honestly about this means so much.