I was sexually assaulted a couple of months ago, and I'm not dealing with it particularly well. I have always been rather weak in my resolve, and even though I told myself I'd never fall back in, I seem to have done it anyways. I used to just numb myself with lots of booze and loud music, but after what happened it isn't enough anymore. I tried smoking some weed, but it just makes me mellow and uncomfortable, so I decided to take some LSD with some friends of mine. I love how it feels, but I know it's wrong. I just can't decide what I'm going to do, and it feels like my entire life has turned upside down. I guess I just wanted it all out, so here it is. If anyone took the time to read this, just know it means a lot to me. All the best, Miles.