Today is the 6th day that I haven't used on top of my script. I hope I can find the strength to continue, tomorrow is payday so that will be the test. Its hard just finding something else to do. Coming to this forum always gives me a boost as going through normal life, you never really find someone else that understands. I used (smoked) last Friday when me and my kids dad went halves on a sixteenth. £35 each. He actually ripped me right off, fobbing me off with a tiny bit, he obviously thinks I'm stupid or he's too greedy and so used to conning people he just couldn't help himself. Well, the jokes on him because that was the last straw for me and he actually did me a favour. A relationship going nowhere based on drugs. I will leave him behind if I have to.