my bf became a meth addict two yrs ago. There has been multiple times i believed he stopped. It was all lies. I've been w him 6 yrs. Engaged for 6mos, then I called it off..bc of the dope. I have left and came back three times. I love him. He's so smart, an electrician, owns his own home in a subdivision, he coaches soccer. Anyways so I left 2 mos ago, just recently started seeing him again. Then this wkend we went out of town together. It was obvious he was still using despite him telling me over and over that I was imagining it. It's always me. I'm crazy. I guess I just need advice. Everytime I leave I say I'm done then I feel like I just ditched him when he needs me the most. But it isn't fair to me one bit. I'm a mess.