Now I am getting moments of occasional deafness. Someone could be speaking very close to me to around 20-30 feet away and I can hardly grasp a word much less process the information. Not only is me attention lacking but last night it seemed as if my hearing was totally cut off. As if someone’s lips are moving but nothing is coming out at all... Most of the time this happens at night right before going to bed or just as I start to try to go to sleep. I am still getting frequent constipation which I am trying to relieve using various means. This is clearly effecting my overall physical health. I would gladly go back to my brain and body that I had prior to this whole Meth use incident. I was functional and if I had discovered Depakote I would of found a perfect medication that I could use to remedy my past problems. Now it is just a whole new set of issues that are to extreme to live with on a day to day basis. Next thing that is likely to be effected is cordination and reflexes. When walking I am off balance especially when the light changes from light to dark. When laying down it always feels like I have nothing but static. But I am in such a stare where I am really not that worried I just go about my day and try to ignore it. There is nothing that can be done that I have not already done that will help. Frequently I find myself short on breath as if my lungs are fine but the brain is not.