I will elaborate later on. I did find something that gave me a tremendous amount of relief. A high pitched frequency sound that mutes out all of the ranting voices I hear. I am not scared and I will get very healthy this summer. I honestly believe that my behavior is more important to me then having peace. I would like to remain a law abiding citizen with zero tolerance for any drug use . I have been on forums before. Usually I am the one giving advice. Thanks for the support. Will answer you supportive question later.