Anyways is a bunch of crap. I am not Ill in the head and I have no thoughts or behaviors that would be concerning to anyone. I am forced to hear and experience something concerning and that is about it. I do not need any more discomfort , pain or distress than I already have naturally. It’s something that I would of had a hard time with anyways . I also do not need any disadvantages as far as my ability to process information and concentrate. It was already a huge disadvantage. Someone or a group of people had it in their heads that I fit into a certain group of people when I really did not do anything wrong. Who am I taking about ? No one will ever know . It could be people at work, it could be someone else .. As I reference this in a vague way it will be hard to interpret. Then I have my one thing that I should enjoy and not have any orgelman with. It’s interfering with my ability to work and also make sure other people’s lives Will not be obstructed by my own reactions to a voice that will not relent and see reason. They do not care about the average hard working American that is there only to survive just like me and has all the rights that I do. I would bring them to court with me as friends if I could prove anything but I have long since accepted that it will never happen. What will happen is. Eventually in my life we will see a technology that resembles this and I will definitely try to sit down with someone and try to explain my past experience and plight . Since I will never touch anything illegal and have no immoral behaviors why would I even worry ? I am not worried. I am concerned and I am trying to dispose of any stress or complaining in my head before or perhaps If it got out of hand . It was careless enough to torment me into doing METH. That could of killed me and other people . Regardless of the fact it is bad I had to go through the trauma naturally along with other medical issues. Why would it need to be any worse ? I had no craving for a year and I certainly do not think about it or search for it. It’s disgusting that a person should do that. I may have convinced a person to try drugs over a short period of time but I never had to torment or torture them into a position where they had to think about it and be left vulnerable doing it. I will make sure I remember how cruel a certain group of people are. They are no better than me or anyone else. They would be worse I will not retaliate or even talk openly about it. I will not have any agendas or set political beliefs. I will be either neutral or just go about my life as I have been . This next generation will see a big change and I doubt they being controlled. I also doubt they have very many issues that resemble the previous generations.