Hi. A little back story, I was addicted to pain killers and benzos for about 4 years and cocaine for a little over a year. Today I stand at 111 days sober. It had been almost easy up until now, when my two drug addicted sisters whom I used to party with made an appearance. They each have children, they each put them in danger daily. I won't go into detail, but I cannot stop worrying about those kids. And since I have expressed my concerns to both of them, I can't even see the kids. So I worry, constantly. I am sick and I am so afraid of a relapse. How do I keep myself clean with all this chaos around me? What helps to stop worrying about active addicts and the innocents caught in their crossfire?