I have recently got sober (90 days on Tuesday). But it seams the further into sobriety i get, the worse my mental health gets. I have had trouble with alcohol since i was 13 and then drugs form being 15ish. Mainly coke. I am now 20. I have had to move cities and change a lot in my life to make this work. And am currently living with a family member. It feels like this is the only thing keeping me sober. My cravings are getting worse not better. My anxiety, depression and whatever else i have got are flooding my head. I am struggling with any socail situation or just generally how to interact with people while being sober. But my brain is just waiting for a time to relapse. Like a constant timer in my head and don't when its going to go off. Nervous coming up to 90 days and don't wanna **** up. Seams the more the time sober the more pressure there is not to use. This normal? Or anyone relate?