Thank you very much. I'm not sure truly where this seriously all the sudden put of the blue inspiration came from to just quit but it has been on my mind for the past um 8 years lol. I never could do it before. I ALWAYS had a crutch excuse in my mind as why I wouldn't be able to quit. maybe it's the overwhelming information out there and if you run into that say oh you take Suboxone? Oh you'll never be able to quit that give you on that for life oh my God that drug is horrible holy crap I hear the withdrawals are worse than heroin I mean I've heard it all you know just like you guys have so I never wanted to go through it but I figured I just went the other day and spent almost $200 going to the doctor you know fill those pills and I was actually pissed off for once at myself. so last Tuesday after the weekend I just quit taking them the worst days to me I think it's kind of a blur but we're maybe like 3 through 5 possibly 6 those were brutal where I really truly felt I was constantly thinking in my mind about grabbing a pill but instead I leaned on my family I spent the whole weekend with my daughter I told my wife everything I was feeling I cried I got angry punched pillows I did push-ups just whatever I can do to get my mind off of it cuz I knew eventually it would stop. then I read some guy stuff on here where he was like you know your withdrawals your body f****** with your mind and you're Cravings are your mind messing with you. He is correct. if one can find the will to put Mind Over Matter really I don't think anything can stop us sometimes you just got to go through a little bit of pain to find some pleasure and this is my moment I reckon.