I'm not addicted to any one drug, I just like to to drugs in general. I don't even really have an addictive personality, I am very disciplined in every part of my life, even the drug abuse part, to an extent. It wasn't untill recently I tried to clean up for a a hair drug test, I realized I couldn't be clean for more than a week, and that whole week I was drinking excessively, and I went back to me normal pot regimen, because that definitely wasn't nearly as destructive. I'm a functioning substance abuser, mind you. I have a job, I work hard and everyone loves me there. I don't have to do drugs, IL carry some pot or some Adderall with me if I need to chill, or hype up, but I don't need drugs to work. But I a lot of times I'll smoke in the morning, and when I get home I'll start taking pills, and smoking more. My few days off are a blur, and my nights out with friends, forget out it. I have the need to take large amount of drugs and alcohol, and weed and mix them All together, untill I'm getting dragged out of the place by security. I'm just wondering if there's a word for this problem I have. I guess it's just a general substance abuse problem. Im not physically addicted to anything. I just like to do drugs to drain everything out I suppose.