So I'm back again... This time, it's a gambling addiction. I still drink but not as often as I used to. Very hard to break. I spend all of my money at the casino and then when I lose, look for more by borrowing from the bank. I'm on the verge of losing everything, I've already lost my boyfriend but I'm pretty sure that won't last long. As long as I get help. I'm looking to go to meetings and he said he will go with me. I had a solution of having him handling my money but he won't do that. I feel like he doesn't want to help sometimes but I get why he doesn't want to have control of my money. He doesn't want to feel full responsible for all of my actions. So I found another job away from this job I already have. And guess what? It's blocks away from the casino. I made an agreement with my boss to only work on Saturdays now. Maybe I should call a hotline for people with gambling addictions? It started when I was on Abilify for my depression and anxiety but I was taken off because of the gambling. Now, it's hard to stop because I've been doing it for a few months now. So all I can do now is just talk about it. Build a support group and continue instead going without. What do you guys think?