Hi, I'm Josh and like and idiot I took too many of my prescription pills and was running out early. This led me to freaking out and posting the thread Help me please!, and then Valium running out!...I was terrified. Anyway a couple people were there for me everyday as I needed it thank you dominica and true concern. Anyway, here I am back healthy and on my normal daily dose of meds. Which are 2mg Subutex generic beuprenorphine, 2X a day: 20mg Valium generic diazepam two 10mg tablets, 2X a day 10mg every other day as needed. So 4mg Subutex 40 to 50mg Valium daily. I also take 15mg Remeron generic mirtazapine before bed to help me gain weight. Before going further this is the least amount of medication I can take and not be sick at one point I was on 32mg Suboxone and 120mg Valium plus my neighbors Xanax about 8-12 mg day. I washed this down with a pint and a half of vodka and a 12 pack of cheep bear daily for I don't know how long. After I overdosed on Christmas morning last year as the kids were opening presents I was hospitalized and went inpatient I have been out for almost two months now and am presented with a choice between staying on this "maintenance" revenue for life or tapering slowly off outpatient. I think I can do it. And I'm going to starting today may 10 2018. This thread will update and let people know how I am getting along who are considering this themselves. And by all means please help me if you're already there and can give me advice. I believe my struggles can help someone and if I can help just one person then praise God! Thanks wish me luck, Josh.