Hello Danyell! I don't know what to say that will really make a difference in your life. All I know is that despite the problems we face, humans are blessed enough to make a choice. You're born with intellect, emotions, a will and perception. Are you going to use these to your advantage or let your problems win over you? You have to make a choice today or you might reach a point in your life where you feel like it's already too late. I personally think there's a lot of hope left in you.