I use to cry myself to sleep every night! Their voices repeating in my ear! What could I do? Would suicide clean my slate? At that point, I found the thought of not existing on earth was the only answer to my problems. Why would a person be so vile? Until, I was held by someone who truly loved me and cared for me I could not see the truth. They helped me understand the strong hearts of people. After experiencing pure unconditional love, I could not call them out on their failures. Who new they were not perfect either. We found our selves in the most humble state of tears and love we never say anything but positive things to one another till this day because we understand what we loss.