I'm wondering how many get caught up in the wishful trap. You know, where you say you want to quit something. Or you say you want help. But really, the whole time you're just lying to yourself and the best that you can really say, truthfully, is that you wish you wanted either or both of those things. I know there was a time like that for me. Where I wished I wanted what would be good for me. In truth, I think I just wanted my life to get better without having to change anything. Now I wish I knew exactly what it is that brings about the change in a person that makes them truly want to quit or to get help instead of wishing it were so. God did that for me; but even to allow God to intervene requires one to be ready, willing and able to let go and let him do what he does without standing in the way. What is it that makes a person ready? All I know is I am forever thankful to have a feeling of wonder back in my life. To be able to wake up every day looking forward to whatever comes instead of only waking up to serve stupid, wasteful and all consuming addiction.