I just celebrated my 1 year wedding anniversary. The week before my anniversary, my father passed away, the next day my husband's mother suffered a stroke. That same day, we found a beautiful home to rent (without requiring a background check or credit check on my husband.) It appears, all or some of these events caused my husband to relapse after 4 years of sobriety, however, according to his daughter, she has been seeing signs since June. I have never in my life dealt with anyone who had any kind of addiction. In all fairness, I married him knowing he was a recovering meth addict, a felon, and was physically abusive with me before we married. I thought he had anger issues that would resolve once he saw my love for him. I'm an idiot....... Well, I am committed for the long haul. I will not leave him in his time of need. In my opinion, and, biblically, "love does not give up". It seems his family is in denial, but, it also feels like they gave up on him a long time ago. I guess my question is, what are the results of meth use in the eyes.....When I saw him this past week, his eyes were milky white, he had lost a good 15lbs. He was exhausted, and his face was sunken in. It all made sense except the eyes.......Any input?