hi, I'm new to sobriety. I tried to kick my habits a month ago after backing my car into a light post (not the first time I've hit something while under influence, unfortunately) but I couldn't keep. After a week of staying away from drugs and alcohol I went right back to it just a few drinks, then the next day, then the day after that I'm sharing a bottle of Jamison and railing an eight ball until 7 AM. Long story short, I can't keep doing this to myself. My back teeth are rotting from cigs and drugs, I've done things I never would have done sober within this last year, my body is tired and my emotions are shot. I'm three days now and I want to stick to this. Unfortunately I think I to quit my good paying job (around a lot of alcohol and coworkers using) and stay at my minimum wage which is depressing and makes me want to drink anyways. Please, how do I stay sober/clean? How do I keep making myself go to meetings? Just looking for any advice, thank you.