Veteran with severe PTSD. Been taking 30-35mg mixed with 20-25mg of valium every evening too sleep. Been ongoing for many years, scamming one Dr after next for Rx. Even with heavy dose of Rx I'm still up a few hours later. On other medication HIV+ Personal life very active, don't drink, smoke, surfer, yogi, swimmer, jiujitsu, judo, vegan. Only other narco I use is edible 420 & shrooms. Really need to stop this downward spiral, any help would be greatly appreciated.