I Don't know what to say really. But here goes nothing... Sorry if this is long, I wanted to make sure I got every detail in there, as my friends have had different theories as to what I smoked, and my experience with it.
I'm just putting my story out there, and if anyone can tell me if this was sativa, or if it was actually laced that would be great. As I am in the dark as to what I smoked, and i'm being told different things from different people. I cut off the person who sold it to me, and I told her everything that had happened. She said that it was my fault, said I got someone else's weed, overall changed the story a bunch of times, so she could get out of it..
I've smoked weed for the past 4 years, (but more consistently for the past year or so) and it's helped a lot with my anxiety, and overall has just been great for pain, anxiety, my stomach issues, just everything. But anyways, the other day I had the most terrifying experience and the people who I have told said that my weed was probably laced with Cocaine, or something else. I'm trying to figure everything out. It could have also been a straight sativa, which I usually just smoke Indica or a indica-dominate strains.
So, it started off when I was at home alone, I thought someone came home (which isn't unusual as I had 4 other people that could come home at any point during that day). So I went inside and put my stuff away and went to go and make some lunch for myself. I was pretty high and lazy at the time, so I was making some noodles. Any who, after going inside cause I thought I heard someone, I realized no one was home still. Still, I went around the house yelling "Hello???"
I also have a fear of throwing up, and there was a voice in my head just saying "Throw up", which is weird in itself, but I just shrugged it off as when I'm hungry I feel like I'm going to throw up. (As previously mentioned.. stomach problems).
I then texted my friend saying that there was someone in the house. I said "But, like what if there is a serial killer in my basement? " ... "I'm a goner"... "holy F**k wanna come over?" .... "I'm gunna die", and a bunch more terrifying texts, all within a minute of each other. They were all sent at the exact time.
As I'm making noodles, there is a cutting board beside me with a knife. (Now I use to self harm and I haven't in about 3 or so years., so sometimes I don't like being around knifes. But I am okay with using them.) Now I was TERRIFIED of the knife. I texted my friend and my boyfriend about the knife, and when I looked up (to see if it was still there...), I began to back up away from it. I wanted to hurt myself with it. I wanted to move the knife away, But I knew I couldn't touch it. I knew if I touched that knife, then I would have hurt myself with it.
I try and check to see if the noodles are done.. I decided to reach into the hot boiling water, to grab a noodle to see if they were done. This happened more than once...
I wanted to call 911.. which I almost did. But I know (from past family experiences), that they would just sit me in a room until I sober up... Plus I didn't want my parents to know about this.
I have a security camera in my house and when I was walking down the hall, the song (I don't even remember the name now..) but its something like "These hills have eyes, and I got paranoia", but in my head it went like "The house has eyes, and I have paranoia" and that's when it clicked. I have paranoia.
I don't like to smoke sativas, as they usually make my heart race, and the whole time I was high my heart was racing. I have a heart condition called Vasovagal syncope. Which basically means that I faint.
When my heart races, I faint. Now (a while back..) I had edibles (wasn't my first time with edibles either), and my heart raced really fast, and wound up in the hospital and fainting about 7 times. A few weeks later was when I found out I had Vasovagal syncope. This was almost a year ago I found this out, so the friend I bought off of, knows this. She knows I'm on medication too, which of course when I confronted her about all of this she blames me for being paranoid, and tells me I'm dumb for smoking it when I'm on medication, which SHE KNEW ABOUT.
But yeah, thanks for reading.. I just wanted to put my experience out there, to see if it was just a sativa strain of weed, or if it was laced. At this point, I just want to know to be honest. So if you know if this is just Sativa from the weed, or if my weed was laced with something, please say something.
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