I've been married to an alcoholic for 25 years. It's obviously been hard for obvious reasons. I have an exit plan and am planning on moving. If my AH decides to move out of our home I will stay for one more year as I would hate to take my son out of his Grade 12 year. If he refuses we have to leave to where I have some support. Anyway, the last couple of times my AH has been home from camp (10 long days) he has been using drugs. The last time he was home he was up for 36 hours straight and all night long we could hear the outside side door of the house opening and closing about every 20 minutes all night long..keeping us all up again on a school night and a work night for me. At about 4:30, and hour and half before I get up for work, I'd had it. When I went downstairs I found him in the back yard shirtless, in -8C weather (very cold here in Canada), running around in the back yard with this stupid infrared toy he has. He was out of breath, wide eyed, paranoid and had the physical need to move and keep moving around. He was so high. But one thing that shocked me was the white film all around his mouth...it reminded me of a clowns white mouth.....what is this from?? What drug does this??? Of course he lies and lies,,, I don't believe a word he says anymore. I have detached completely. Any info or thoughts would be appreciated.